Saturday, January 11, 2014
It's been 4 years 3 months and 15 days since I held you last. It feels like just yesterday that I was holding you for the first time. I didn't get a chance to get to know you. And now I am forced to live life with out you. Everyday I miss you. Everyday I struggle to not go over the edge. I don't know how to be there for Daddy. I don't know how to help him. He misses you so much. You weren't supposed to go. I am so sorry that I couldn't protect you. My arm still burns from where your cold body rested on it while I tried to figure out what was happening. I miss you baby, you will always b my Pretty Pretty Princess.